Thursday, December 10, 2009
HATE hate absolutely hate

1. people asking me if the cny in my e-mail is chinese new year. ITS NOT! it's clarissa ng ying damn it!

2. people who talk to me when i am watching tv. my brain was created to do one thing at a time. when u talk to me, i can't focus on my show. and my show is more important. so yah! annoying man!

3. losing my handphone. i don't know if it's a curse or what?! i lost my handphone 3 times this year and i lose all the damn contacts!

4. people who make fun of me when they find out i lost my handphone AGAIN!

5. when i am damn hungry and there's nothing to eat except sesame cookies which irritate the shit out of me. they smell weird and look so polka dotty and weird. argh! i'm hungry

6. havin an exam that i know i can get A but then i just don't have enough time to study for.

7. hon wah making me jealous about how he's so damn nice to sylvia.

8. vampires in twilight are fictional characters

9. my brother stealing the toothpaste from my toilet and brining it to his and he purposely locks his toilet so i cant steal MY tooth paste back. What a shit head.

10. relative is like going away this week end and i'm gonna be so bored and lonely. darn!


i am so bored.



Tuesday, December 08, 2009
been super close with the gracehaven friends of mine.
i love them
and i just love them
hahaha...
going out with relative now. used to make fun of oreal. now it's my turn
haha!
the sweetest and the best.
i didn't know such guys existed.
i thought i'd already seen the best till i met him.
i know so drama but it's true la.
the BEST


oh anyway that's not him in the pic. that's my sweet lil clarence. My pride and joy. ha so drama. the boy that's gonna make me proud and do really well and i am gonna show him off. my lil brudda that's so smart and capable and wow wow wee waaaaah!
yeah clarence toh.
who is gonna name his kid du zi (stomach) werido. hahaha...

:)




Saturday, November 14, 2009
my right knee is screwed up.
i really dunno what happened man.
like seriously.
i think it's spoilt.
i am going to see a doctor on mon.

sheesh.... i can't sleep.

cell yesterday was awesome!!!
we stayed till super late and when i got home. i realised i didnt bring the keys and i didn't wanna wake anyone up and i couldnt climb the gate cos of the knee so i slept in the car till 6 plus then my maid came out to take news paper and she woke me up.

oh! but at like 5 plus the damn news paper man came and i woke up and i saw him and i had a damn shoock of my life. idiot.

so random. i am talking about random gib.

wah! another 3 more months i will be 21. how scary is that man. shikes... super scary!
super super super scary!

:s

growing old is scary. you cant hide behind ur parents anymore. you'll have to face everythin bravely and before you know it, you become parents and you'll have to stand up for your kid also.

yikes.

my knee seriously hurts.
hope its nothing that serious. if not...
i dunno man

tmr youth service.
i am going.
i will move my ass and i will go
i have to go!

bryan adams and rod steward time.
ciao



Wednesday, November 11, 2009
it's been like how long....

i am living my life.
hahaha!

there are little ups and downs but i love it. it's not empty and neither is it so full i can't fit anything else in.

i am gonna look at this post 20 years down the road and remeber how retarded i used to be.
i hope by then i am a nicer, more reasonable and loving person.
talking about love.
how do u love someone unconditionally and not want anything at all from the person.
is it even possible. i think not right. i think only Jesus can do that right?
it's like so hard to love someone in that sense. i think maybe i can do that when i have kids? like love my kid that much? maybe not as much as Christ loves us la. but more than the amount i can love at this point.

it's like i sit down and think, and i have never really loved anyone. i feel like such a selfish bitch.
everyone that i was ever with, i think i only liked them and was really nice to them and cared for them. but somehow i always expected something in return. like for them to be nice back and stuff... maybe i only loved one or two of them? but is it even love? so many questions and no answers.

i am such a sceptic. i like don't or i should say won't believe it when someone says they love me.
i think love is an action word?
like my dad seldom tells me he loves me. but i see love in everything he does for me...
i dunno la i think i am just talking rubbish...

sometimes i think i am shallow. but sometimes i think i am too deep.
i am so weird.
49 year old didi, if u do ever come across this in 2029, i hope u're not like that anymore as in like super psycho neurotic.... i hope you have a happy life and like you are not that fat and tragic looking..please don't be... hope ur kids are healthy and smart and good looking. you're not divorced, ur husband still loves you and you've changed so ur husband doesn't need to go through the rubbish shit you do now. haha
hope you still go to church hopefully still SA. hope zarrah and sylvia are still your best friends and you guys still hang out and so stuff together. maybe your kids even go to the same school.
i hope you are living well and your children don't have to worry about the electric bills.

i hope you still love Jesus and trust in Him!

what a dramatic post aye.
i'm back at school and everything's changed so much. haha..... i try not to talk to nick. i think he's uncomfortable with me talking to him.
Luke doesn't talk to me at all. totally no contact. maybe it's better.

i go out with whoever i want and whenever i want.
it's carefree.
it's nicer.
i don't wanna regret not being able to do the things i could have done.
:)

i am going to the gym tomorrow to condition myself. i am rusty and lazy as hell.....



Friday, October 02, 2009
It's been almost been like a month since i've blogged. haha..
life's good! haha....

Luke's obviously back from taiwan. lol
My room is neat.
my car is clean.
FOR NOW. hahaha
i'm so busy. i dun have time for church also.
no of on sat and sun.
no time for l4d
hahahaha!

hung out with lionel, yk and jon that day. actually jon wasnt there. haha!

oh oh oh! i came across uncle kracker's song
here's the lyrics...

You´re better then the best
I´m lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow that´s right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me
Lets me know that it´s ok yeah it´s ok
And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed sing like a bird
Dizzy in my head spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh you make me smile

Even when you´re gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking through the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that
You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed sing like bird
Dizzy in my head spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh you make me smile

Don´t know how I lived without you
Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed sing like bird
Dizzy in my head spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh you make me smile


oh my... what a nice song.
haha! u know it la!

lol.
one more thing. OFF today woohoo! i need a full break from life man.
haha.... tolerated enough crap already.

oh and i got a new phone!
it has a qwerty key pad.
the coolest phone i've ever had. but it's a cheap one la. samsung omnia pro. the brown one. love it love it love it.

DEREK and CLARENCE!! u guys are so stupid!!! why get urselves into trouble!?!?! now see la! cannot hang out late already!!!! idiots!!! and DEREK! u better study hard!



Tuesday, September 08, 2009
and so i've been waorking. like a dog.... and it's quite crappy coz the shifts are weird. people are like chilling on sat and stuff but i've gotta work. but oh well.. that's just life i guess... the good part is i get to chose what days i wanna work :) it's 5 days a week and 8 hours a day but seldom get the weekends off... oh and the people at work are really nice too... :)

can't wait for school to start. miss chillin with jon, lionel and the rest. DAX also!!!

i see sylvia a lot so i dun miss her that much. we're saving up and waiting for our pays for an awesome shopping day! :)

i'm rich these days coz i dun spend much. so like my dad puts my allowance in my account and it just accumulates coz i dun spend much :>

tmr i'm gonna spend a bit though. haha
i'm buying wallets for my maids.
:) one red and one brown. lol...

oh yah! fri and sat was super fun! we played left 4 dead versus mode. ben, sylv, hon wa, derek, clarence, luke, celine and me....

damn damn damn fun...

oh! then after we played l4d on fri night right, there was this huge big ass fight like 15 people hammering 1 guy then like a lot of people came then it was like 15 on 10 at orchard plaza. then police all came. so drama but that one guy tht got hammered i think surely quite jia lat la. lol.... free show for me to watch.

and also, ytd at work, in the food court, there was one cook from the japanese stall that had loads of tattoos, he fought with the boss and shouted damn loud like a lot of hokkien vulgarites. hahaha.. it was damn funny. then he like wanted to beat the boss then he like took off his work shirt and throw on the floor then banged the table all... hahaha... free show for me to watch during lunch. a lot of people were watching also. coz the guy was damn loud....

if that guy were my bf, i swear i would just hammer him and tell him not to be so retarded. hahaha.... i won't use my hands i'll find a weapon. hahahaha :> so violent. but i just can't see myself with an ah beng bf. coz either he will become guai or pretend to be when with me, like cl or we'll both kill each other. :>

so life has been pretty much work... work and more work. a bit of drama here and there....
2 more months till school starts.
miss school . really do.

luke comes back from taiwan in 10 days time. feels like so long. we watched i love you beth cooper with ben, hw, sylv and celine that day. can't wait for him to be back then we can watch the gerard butler movie together and play l4d together again. me luke and ben in one team again hahaha... pro players.

oh and i hope those 2 get back together soon.
haha

and i hope that one is good. coz yeah.... just want that one to be good. :)



Saturday, August 15, 2009
paul twohill....

i was so entertained by dick vs chick on clicknetwork...

it's fuggin hillarious. and paul two hill is friggin funny. seriously!
he is so thin now. he dresses like nick minus the cap.

i think he's not that handsome but when u see the way he talks and u listen to the stuff he says it's actually quite attractive. he is no doubt funny...
everyone's gonna think i've gone mad. like wth... paul twohill?? hahaha... 14 year old girls from 3 years ago like him... hahaha

but his singing is ok only la.

i think i've got a small crush on paul twohill and the way he talks just reminds me so much of chris hen... so weird ah.

lol.
i'm addicted. i know i am
die la liddat.

i was so friggin bored just now, i was like looking at this blog called dawn wayang or smth like that... it's a spoof blog thingy about the infamous blogger dawn yang. haha... plastic surgery

oh and check out this website...
it's about fiona xie having plastic surgery. but i seriously don't think that girl is FX la... her forehead is too bloody big...
http://forum.omy.sg/showthread.php?t=910


JUDGING....
who are we to judge??

plastic surgery is like kinda changing what u look like.
but like maybe it doesn't change who u are???
but then the way people treat u because of the way you look may possibly change you.

not very easy to fathom why people go for plastic surgeries...
insecurities.
people who make fun of ur looks are probably doing that because of their insecurities. it's to make them feel better. to put someone down so that i feel bigger.
it's like you're actually judging urself in a sense.
i always call zarrah fat. i also fat. but she's fat-ER so it makes me feel less fat.
everyone's guilty of this.
haha... i make fun of "ugly girl" all the time. ask sylvia... haha... :) guilty! oh the ugly girl story is pretty interesting. but it's pretty offensive to some people. ha!

hatred.
haha... when u hate someone, you'll find any small tiny thing to pick on the person la.
judging happens when u hate or dislike.

my post today very off-link.
lol. i haven't slept at all.
haha... i am so tired.




moving.... moving

shit happens. i am pretty upset about it
but i guess i can hang out with way more friends!!
:)

haha... free-er...

so yeah.

i watched up! nice...
and i watched GI Joe...
haha

i went for CELL. it was pretty good to see a slightly diff grp this time

sylv, pris, luke, gopal, hon wah....

we had pasta that was awesome!! and bread and butter pudding...
we had fun la. or at least i did. love cell man.
and of course i had exam on fri la...
which was quite horrid. hahaha
i think i confirm fail la.

oh and i'm quite happy luke and i are friends now... i felt bad for being so cruel evil and mean to him before.

i was mean but i'm not anymore.

:)

i'm so sleepy but i can't sleep



Tuesday, July 21, 2009
life has been ok... lol.

dad's birthday just passed. he's 54 can u believe it?!?! ahhaha
more than half a century!
i wish dad could live a whole century. but then again i cant be so selfish. i should let him go enjoy heaven where he can do all the fishing he lives and have the nicest coolest speed boat or whatever...ha!

we went to raffles marina. this country club for dinner. steak as usual.
it was fun
family bonding.
we went to look at boats at the marina after that. it was so cool the sun was setting and the sky was so nice. i got a real cool ass photo. but i left my camera in the car and i'm lazy to get it. :>
lazy ass.
anyway, dad was talking bout my 21st... he said if i like, i could charter a real nice ass boat and like go fishing and chill with friends on it. sounds so fun aye... but see how also la.
maybe i'll have a huge party at mac donalds. no la i joke. hhahaha

:)

so life has been pretty nice. i went to church for 2 consecutive weeks already. tryyina be a good kid aye
hmm what else??

school still sucks.
i hung out with my sister the whole week end and not to forget my darling cousins.
i met my angels... :>
i can't see them but i can feel them
like when i'm stressed out or like sad. i know they're there and the atmosphere kinda changes.
i love God.

i watched fire proof at church so inspiring. i hope my husband is like one who is God fearing and loves Christ and his people. i pray la...
and i pray that God will guide me in all i do. lol
i sound so holy now aye.
lol...
but really la.
i'll try to live each day as it passes and leave it all in his powerful hands :)

k gotta ciao. so darn sleepy la. my eyes like becoming so smalll. already so small, now even smaller
-_-
haahaha....
k K k
i need to wake up early and maybe be a nice gf and pick my bf up and go school maybe la.
depends whether i myslef can wake up not. lol



Sunday, July 12, 2009
i'm so blinking pissed.
damn it
u have absolutely no damn idea.
it's like you started some joke
and u realize the damn joke's on you!

yeah....
that's so pathetic.
omg!

i have so many damn projects to do.
crap. and they're all due soon.
shit

i feel like damn cheated la.
yeah...
cheated is the word.
i feel cheated.

i can write a whole song on how cheated i feel
and i can produce it and win a grammy
damn
i am so so so annoyed.

don't ask why cause then i'd be even more annoyed.
damn!



Thursday, July 02, 2009
i'm so mean. if u read the previous post, it's not deidre. it's this evil twin of hers that she evolves into. something like nikki. if you watch heroes you'll kinda get it.

last time i blogged about all the nice things in the world.
like how imperfect art is perfect art.

now i blog about mean shit.
my goodness... i need to get rid of that evil twin.
so drama.

the drama part still the same la.
lol




When I saw you at the grocery storeYou were sharin a shopping cart with her
And I couldn't turn and run away
I didn't know what to say
You introduced us for the first time
And I had to look her in the eye
But you could not imagine my surprise
Can't you see?
You're leaving me
For an ugly girl

Does she talk about politics?
And all that stuff that used to make me sick
Does she smoke cigars and stay up late
Oh she's so great
Does she tell you what you want to hear?
And I bet that she could grow a beard
I feel better thinking you were queer
It's not fair
I can't compare

To an ugly girl
To an ugly girl
HAHAHA the jokes on me
I feel jealous and I feel mean
She's so nice that it makes up for her face
There's no way, do you have to keep your eyes closed
Do you have to keep the lights down low?
Oh I bet you wish you had a blind fold Can't you see you're leaving me

For an ugly girl
For an ugly girl
She's an ugly girl
A real ugly girl


This is my songs for all the guys who left their girlfriends for an ugly girl.

i know it's mean and i'm not that pretty but sometimes there are just people not as pretty if you know what i mena.
omg i'm so mean

hahaha... forgive me. tmr i'll be nice again.
you should listen to this song. it's damn nice. by fleming and john....

i don't have anything against anyone.
beauty comes from inside unless you like go steal people's bf...

:)


ok stop it already.
i haven't blogged in ages and my first post in such a long time is evil.

i wish i could show you this photo. i bet you'd so agree with all the stuff i have to say!
it makes me feel so damn pretty.

ok. this ends here......

anyway, i'm very bored now. supposed to go out with friends. but smth cropped up so now i'm stuck at home. and there's nth much for me to do.
i can go meet some friends but it's not appropriate either.
life oh life oh liieieiefe

someone just said that i should update. so i here i am writing jiber jaber crap.
happy?

yesterday i went prawning.
it was fun. it's actually damn addictive and it's damn expensive 60 for 3 hours 2 rods.
but we caught a shit load of prawns and they were giganormous!
lol.
my vocab is absolutely awesome. i know.
the shitty part is putting the damn bloody stick cockles on the hook and u have to place them in properly.
then the other shitty part is when you've caught the prawn and the damn bloody hook is stuck in the prawn's mouth

Though you know prawns don't have razor sharp teeth, you have this damn bad mental image of that prawn biting the tip of your finger off.
and like everytime the fella struggles in your hand your heart skips a beat.
the good news, prawns don't have teeth.
the bad news, the bigger ones have these claw pincer-like thingys that are sharp.

my friend johnny ken pokededed....
ouch

anyway happily bbqed the prawns. i forgot to wash my hands after handling the damn stink spoiled cockles.
Darn i'm a genius. a damn child prodigy.
so yeah.
hade a bit of runs early on in the day.


oh guess where my bf Nick is?
omg! you won the million dollar question!
he's playing DOTA!
what the hell is so damn fun about it?! i think if i asked him to chose between myself and bloody dota, he'd pick dota.
but then i'd rather he pick dota than doreen or smth
hahahaha....

the insecurities of women.
woe to men

ok

i'm seriously talking to much rubbish here.
i'm off to some serious business now.
tottle loo



Thursday, May 28, 2009
and so i'm back, from outter space.

life's so so.

monotonous rubbish day in and day out. nth exciting.
except maybe nick lim.
lol.
sitting right next to him at macs.
he's studying and i'm blogging.
school sucks as normal.

man u playing barca tonight.
lol.

nick's b'day was a blast.
had loads of fun at blue jazz...
haha.. with all the boys and class people. lol.
crazy fun.

i miss church. a lot.
i wanna go. but like always cant find the time to go. lol.
so sad. miss celine, hon wah, ben, gopal, von..
miss za too but i still chat with her and see her occasionally so yeah.

my com batt's dying. oh yeah, i bought a hp mini. it's so convenient and i love it.
everyone should get one! hahahah :P

gotta ciao. try and help my bf with his school work. like i damn smart liddat.
i am/
hah



Tuesday, April 14, 2009
k, so life's been pretty awesome.

stuff's been happening

- my sister's moving to this kick ass semi d that's pretty near church. it's so cool! got roof top garden can have BBQ and all

-my little niece sammi can say mamamamamama hahaha

- my sister found this uber adorable stubborn naughty little shit head doberman cross. love it. my sister christianed in "tiger lily" but we just call her "BLACKIE" cause she's all black.

u know that thing where people think that loving dogs is a thing that u "acquire" when u are little... well it's not really true. coz.... Nick's never really liked dogs. i think he's never even touched one since he was born till he met me (or that's what i think la).

but now he like absolutely adores them la... haha... he let blackie sleep with him that day but that kotek had to go pee on the matress la.

- we've been going to like pet friendly places to chill these days. so fun... like those cafes where we can eat and buy food for ur pets... so fun so fun

- my sister took brandi and ginger back (our two golden retrievers) so happy. i'm a happy person these days...

- my life has zero drama. no gossiping, no backstabbing, i like i like. :) stay away from the gossip.
gossip happens when like a few girls get together and like start talking, then they find a common person they dislike, then they talk about the person like f*** then that's it la.
GOSSIP.
scandal and all
i admit it's quite fun la. guys also join in when that person is really like damn scandal and all.
hahaha...

- i went to church on good friday. what a good girl. can u believe it. after such a long time. i didn't see my (used to be darling) guitar for such a long time.. my pretty cort that i so loveD. i had to pick her up and play at least a song. haha... hon wah was like "u still good ah" hahaha then gave me "the" face

- at a lan shop again... com's stilll dead. i found out one thing today. my dearest bf sux at playing CS he dies like damn fast and all the time. lol.

- i haven't met glenn in ages. i miss dax. i miss brian a bit. i haven't seen mel in quite a while. she also very busy with the bf. hahaha.....

- SCHOOLS STARTING IN A WEEK OR SO

- i watched grand tourino and it's awesome!!!

- nick lim just died. again. hahaha...

- nick's the best la. hahaha... so handsome. so kotek. so tall. so skinny. so blur. so easy to con.
so easy to bluff. so easy to bully and i really mean it. there's never been a time where it's so easy to bully and make fun of someone. and the person doesn't get mad
so slack. he makes life seem so chill and easy and like the world is a nice place after all..
i have no worries. no sadness. no drama mama. no evilness..
i like i like.
hahahha....
it's like u look at him and u just feel like u wanna smile. it's like u just saw the cutest puppy.
hahaha... like he's the only human that has never made me mad.
maybe i've changed.
but really. u have to see it to believe it.

- i coloured my hair today. see me soon ok. call me out. i damn free. ok? haha

- oh, my asthma is back. so funny.

-i wanna beat someone up. not the angry beat. but the beat just to entertain myself. zero adrenaline rush beat. hahaha hhahaha. always wanted to beat that person and i still want to. :) one fine day la. maybe by then, i'd feel so sad for that person, i'd feel so bad if i even said one mean thing to that person.

hahahhahaha........

k i lazy to type. gonna watch south park i love it love it.
i'm still mean.



Tuesday, April 07, 2009
i have so many pictures to post
here and on FB but the problem is my com died.
u'd never guess where i am now. hahaha
lan shop!!!
dun laugh

oh well, life's ok
just got back from chalet.
been sleeping.
a lot.

school's starting soon.
miss church people.
Hari actually texted me and asked me to come.
can u imagine, i used to be the one texting people to come but now everyone is texting me and asking me to come.

well, i learnt that i'm not that tragic after all, someone else has not been attending church very often too. hahahah

i miss melissa and school people

oh oh oh i caught fast and furious 4. awsome shit.
nick lim fell asleep. lol.
strange boy.

i miss dax so so so so much
know he doesnt wanna come back but i cant wait for him to come back!


hahahaha

oh!! btw, the "LUKE" that tagged on the board isn't Luke. it's some no lifer with no brains and has nothing better to do with life.

zarrah i miss u. u have no idea.
i miss the chilling, the jamming, the bumming, the cooking, the sleeping, the movie watching, all the shit we used to do!
even ur nagging to an extent.

i wanna go to church but like always cannot wake up or like got smth to do... sigh...
even cheng li thinks i've gone weird. lol.
haha...

oh well\
soon i hope



Monday, March 30, 2009
been busy.
i guess?
hah!

shit's been happenin.
i quit ipp
ha!
amazing la.
deidre ng
well
i'm good. met up with churchies that day.
awesome.
cel, sylv, hon wah.
along came nick!
:) love nick.
met up with school mates and bowled.
hahaha...

life's good. people should stop gossipping abt each other and back stabbing. the world would be a much better better better place.

and like testing people is stupid. coz they always fail.
hahaha.
everyone should just give up!
argh!

chalet tmr.
hahaha... will be so tired.
fishing?
ghost hunting?
rock climbing?
kite flying?

lots more?
eating?! hahaha

awww....



Thursday, March 12, 2009
hello all,
i lost my phone. AGAIN
please write ur name and text me...

thanks...
love
Di


oh hp no is 90604800....
TEXT after 10PM... when i've gotten my new sim card



Sunday, March 08, 2009
long time no blog...
what's been happening.
- on another attachment. ends mid april
- seeing my classmate that's so hot called NICK
- can't wait for school to start!
- met loads of new friends (actually thy're nick's "brothers")

life's been alright.

haha...
i love school. haha



Friday, January 23, 2009
Dax left for Paris on like wednesday night.
it was heart breaking
i got no more heart to heart friend...

but oh oh oh!!!

i have found a new one.
and his name is lionel soh.
and he comes with a free side kick called nick.

last night we had serious deep and meaningful conversation and we talked till like 6 am when we were like laughing at everything.
not funny also laugh.

i heart lionel!!
hhahaha...

:)
oh yeah!

had loads of fun. and like yeah!



Thursday, January 15, 2009
i got a new camera.
it's funny.
i spoilt mine and i told some cock and bull story to my dad to convince him to get me a new one. :)
i'm proud of my drama.


i love these.
twilight's on loan. haha...
waiting for the collectors!!! :)


christmas gifts from sylvia and mel (wizard) from luke( pirate)
i love stitch!
evil


1 quarter of my collection.
the puzzle's also part of luke's christmas present :)




TWILIGHT!
haha... i got this small poster!
i love it too.
get me anything twilight. i'll love u.
i got the sound track too! ;) lovin' it


get me a new cell too. mine's crappy.
the case is nicer than the phone!!! lol



one of the best things of my life!
my Dad got a FORD ESCAPE!!!
4 wheel drive!
I. LOVE. IT.
spacious!
nice sound system.
i love it!
less VINTAGE!

i love the number plate.
remember, 70 is Didi!




Monday, January 05, 2009
so i figured there are some things about my life that have changed and there are some that need to be changed...
this is it...

1. GO TO SCHOOL!
2. save some doh for a holiday
3. lose loads of fats
4. go to church
5. be nice
6. be less stoned
7. finish my darn diploma!!!

that's about it.
not easy man.....
tell me bout' it!!!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha...
i'm listening to MAMBO music.

oh something crabby happened today.
darn!
i wanna whack that girl!

luke's navy NDU hell week last from tmr till like sat.
pray for him
he gonna be so haggard and skinny on sat.
poor dude.

all my festive pics are on facebook! go see!! add me Deidre Clarissa Ng.



Friday, January 02, 2009
10.A frying pan (u get oily, dirty and burned.... darn)

9.a pimple (you get squeezed, poked, pressed and people hate you)

8.Deidre's handphone (i pity you man.... get thrown, scratched, shouted at, insulted)

7.toilet bowl ( you get filled with SHIT and PEE but you're not number one coz u get cleaned a FLUSHED!)

6.a dude with athlete's foots shoe (HOLY Momma! have u ever smelled that!?!?)

5.sanitary pad (it's thick, bloody and it smells weird.)

4.tampon (need i explain? you get shoved UP "there")

3.newspaper ( you get rolled to whack people and kill insects, you wipe windows, you get used to collect pet's crap, you are used for art. and poor people use you to wipe their asses.

2.tissue paper (this one's pretty bad.... you get used for almost everything... ass wipe, oil and dirt wipe, baby vomit, spills, drips(in a dirty sense) oh crap! haha)

1.G string ( ok the epitome! hahaha... all day...stuck up someone's crack. smelling the wonderful smells and the feelinf the mmmmmoist!! haha... imagine if there was a wet fart. oh won't u enjoy it!)

haha.. i was bored last night after doing my project and i came up with this list. omg! i am so lame.... hahaha......
it counts DOWN!
hahaha... HAPPY NEW YEAR! hope it made u laugh or at least put a smile on ur face.
i'm creative.



Tuesday, December 30, 2008





Monday, December 29, 2008
21st DEC 2008
something tragic happened.
i sent Luke to camp that sunday night at around 8plus.
then i was on my way home...
right in front of the traffic light opposite yishun there the Khatib MRT
some car banged into a big (front part of the) container truck....
and that truck banged into a motor bike.....!!
the rider was motionless on the floor.
and the pillion was surprisingly ok...
but i think it was his GF
so she was like screaming and asking him to wake up and stuff...
very dramatic but real scene....
it was horrible for me to look at. especially because my brother loves bikes and is getting his license soon and Luke has his license already and is prolly gonna get a bike soon.
and my good bud ben bun already is riding one.
sigh...
i never wanna be the girl crying for anyone close to me.

24th DEC 2008
Christmas EVE
party at my Godma's house!!
partaye on!!
pictures sooon.LOL.
good food, good drinks and FAMILY!!!
and not to forget great PRESENTS!
thanks all

25th DEC 2008
My LORD and SAVIOUR's B'day!
met Luke late morning.
went to church. LATE. Missed the whole service.
Gave Von her present and received a few too. hahaha
Thanks again!
:)
then got home and Ris and Shaney(cousins) were at mom's place chilling...
then aunty ben came and stuff... LOL
gave ash her present.
then all left to NAN's house....
again, food and FAMILY!
yeah..... and loads of presents from uncles and auntys!

RANDOM stuff that's been happenin.
good and bad.

• school started today.29thDec 2008. which sux.everyone else still on hol.
• i am so super FAT! festively plump would be a nice way to say it
• i've finished reading all 4 novels of the twilight series. love it!
• i'm obsessed with twilight!
• i'm reading tantalize. another vampire love story
• 4 people gave me stitch presents this year.

Tuesday, December 09, 2008
and PICS with the WBC youth(that just got back from Taiwan!)





Thursday, December 04, 2008
Guten Tag!
MEIN NAME IST DEIDRE!
Ich komme aus singapur!

omgoshness!

stupid German project is driving me crazy. i have a million and one projects to do!
-EFMA
-biz finance
-biz law

omgoodness!!


dying!


sigh... Christmas is coming and it's supposed to be nice and fun but it's not. it feels like shit!
I'm listening to "it's beginning to look like Christmas" as i'm typing this entry
and it's making me feel worse!! damn!

i'm supposed to go to Malacca with my cousins tmr but i can't because of stinking school! i'm so angry!

These pics were taken exactly a year ago! lol. i remember having so much fun shopping in town and like going out with luke almost every other day last year! this year sucks.

i have like loads of projects to do and luke is in camp!

what kind of christmas period is this!!! crap man! damn school! hate school.
GONNA JOIN THE CIRCUS!!!

lol.

Wednesday, November 26, 2008
BODY OF LIES

FWEEE yo!

went to watch body of lies with dax and park! my GAWD! damn nice la!
fweee yo!

i think my dad would love it!
dax and i made a secret pact. which alvin park hyun jun didn't understand even though it was so damn obvious!
smart child.

ok then supper.
with ler bin and cousins. and dax.
sylvia, u shld have been there.

i just realized that bin's surname is lim.
so technically, like u said, u dun need to change surname. since u dun want to.!
hahahahaahahhahahaha!

i'll stop this shit when u've found a bf!
sorry!

u know me!

i love u sylv!

i got my LG shine back! they fixed it! holy momma! i'm so happy!
<3



Monday, November 24, 2008
Less Complicated

ok, so i met luke on friday and we talked and all...
things are getting straighter.
*i see the light*

like my poly mates were having this "vote for Luke" campaign. lol. u should see the "campaign posters"

they really like him. i think. it's like we all had loads of fun together.

lol

it's less complicated now.
that's good.
<3




hello!!
hahaha
i got a tattoo!!!
you like it?
i think it's so nice.
it wasn;t even painful la!
lol
i'm looking at it and admiring it!

hahahahaha...
if you believed me, you're not very smart!

i would not put a tattooo like tat on my foot! WHAT THE HELL!!!

hahahahahahha


YOU JUST GOT PUNK'D

ok i'm so bored.
and yeah, supposed to be doing my project
i need to diet
and i am broke.
just nice.
need exercise too.
lol
ok
tootles. gotta go
i miss those in ARMY and in TAIWAN!
:)



Thursday, November 20, 2008
i haven't been in church for the longest time.
i really miss yall.
you guys are going to taiwan.
i'd really love to go.
sigh.

i hate school.
really.

i feel so emo.
my life is tragic.
i have nothing.

i am quite useless also.
sigh.

this is my most emo post.
hahahahaha....
i love you FBF.





maybe i should pay my dad back for my phone bill.
but like he'd definitely like not want the doh la.
sheesh!
i over blew my phone bill on my last trip to kl...


anyway, pics from my kl tripp

celebrated deepavali there

Wednesday, November 19, 2008
super mood swing today.
i was so tired
then i wasn't

then i was annoyed
then i wasn't

then i missed,
then i didn't

then i was being a bitch,
then i wasn't

oh goodness.

what's wrong with me!!!

hahaaha.

zarrah zarrah you smell like poo poo
and your dog looks like a moo moo
sometimes u make me wanna shout tooot tooot
certain days it's like ooh ooh
and occasionally u drive me koo koo.
i feel like u belong in the zoo zoo.
but u're still my best friend
zarrah, the pooo pooo baby.


see. there's clearly something not right with me.

to sylvia and melissa.
*giving granny looking retarded face*
"please don't make noise in the library"



Tuesday, November 18, 2008
i feel so bento-ish.
i love compartments!
the more the better!
i like my drawers to be compartmentalised.
and like my bag. and my cupboard. everything la

:>

i'm going to daiso in 40 min. so excited.

had biz law ICA today.
financial services tmr.
sigh.
hate exams.

we were pretending that today's the last day of school. and it was so fun. we were trashing the class room and all.

hahahahahahahahahahaha....
i'm so tired now. lol. i'm like happy today.
you'll be my american boy american boy.
ahahahahahahahahahaahaha

hi dax. i am blogging.
hahahahaha............

last night, i did something so funny.
like this work of collage art.
and everytime i look at it, i can't help myself from laughing my darn as off.
i wish i could show it to you, but i can't
so sad. but it's really funny.
you can try to imagine.
it's like 2 puppies trying to look like godzilla.
it's so darn funny.

blog more later! yeah



Monday, November 17, 2008
i'm studying and like blogging.
i dunno how that's possible.

anyway, just to update u all...
Luke and i are in talking terms. we're friends for now.
yeah, i think it's good to forgive.
:)

i'm a real good kid today

i paid attention in class like some real studious kid.
and like yeah, what a good kid.
lol.

i went jogging on sat. i wanna make it a habbit to go jogging at least twice a week.
hehe... we'll see if i do.
the supposed steam chicken diet hasnt started. i dun think it'll ever.
had supper at jln kayu with za last nite. terrible.

yesterday was fun. had fun with my fbf. :> Zarrah.
yeah. hahahahaha.... za u know what we did.
i think she might blog bout it. go see!
http://because-because.blogspot.com

i haven't seen alvin park in days.
park where in de world are u?!?!?!
hhahahahha...

i'm in a real happy mood today. must be all the dark chocolate i had. haha. i'm so weird. really.
tmr is gonna be a great day. i hope. haha....

oh! i used the epilator on my legs. i bought it 2 weeks ago but only dared to try it today. it's pretty good and it doesn't hurt one bit la. whoever says it hurts is a friging pariah! hahahahahahaha!!

i can't wait for friday!
all those in my clique. u know who u are
Date: 21st Nov Friday 2008
Venue: my momma's place
Bring: "whatever you like"

oh yeah!
can't wait!
ok,

back to work now. all the best for the tests!
love yall!